bereavement · Childbirth · childloss · grief · infantloss · Labour · miscarriage · pregnancy · stillbirth · Uncategorized

I failed him.

The thought that I failed my little boy runs through my mind on a daily basis. People tell me that I should seek professional help because of that. Why? Why does my instinctual desire to protect my little boy mean I need counselling? I don't see it as anything other than being a mum. I… Continue reading I failed him.

bereavement · Childbirth · childloss · grief · infantloss · Labour · miscarriage · pregnancy · stillbirth · Uncategorized

I hope they didn’t get his mind.

They say that grief works like the ocean. Some days, the water is completely calm. Some days, the water is mostly calm but has a few small waves. Some days, the water is calm but has a few small waves and a couple of large waves. Some days, the water is not so calm and… Continue reading I hope they didn’t get his mind.